Yo, what's up! YaN is here to blog about his life! In blink of an eye, 2 weeks of school have passed. I'm in Bishan ITE. Do not look down on ITE. Though there is really a handful of students who are really a disgrace to the society, ITE produces good student too!
I have set my aims after i graduate from ITE already. I'm aiming for 3.8~4gpa. Business course in poly. I know it's achieveable. I will really work hard for it.
Getting to know new friends, participating in project works, presenting in front of the class. Having confidence, all this was what i didn't have back then in secondary school.
Thinking back, I have really wasted my secondary school life. There's so much fun in it. I missed out so much!!!! My ex classmate were excellent mates too. It's just a pity I wasn't mature at that point of time! This will always be one of my regrets in my life.
ITE Bishan is really hot! The canteen is not that fantastic too. There is 3 malays stall, 1 indian, and 1 chinese stall. I'm not trying to be racist here, but what the f**k? Never in my life have i seen malay stalls being so populated. I simply can't accept the fact that there is more malays than chinese in the school. Sorry, I really not being racist.
I'm trying hard, but not too hard to change my attitude now! Hope I will achieve a suan-free mouth by end of year =D. I don't know what to blog now. My school is good, having some issues with family, however will solve it as soon as possible to avoid further quarrels! =D
Alright just a short post for the past weeks. Have fun all =D
Saturday, April 24, 2010
Thursday, April 8, 2010
My grammer sucks. I just read through it and finally did some editing.
Gosh i didn't know my grammer suck till like that. Okay anyway, since i have to blog now. Lets blog!
I have been working out for the past 4days. It's good workout. My mood to exercise is back. This is fucking good news to me. I want my arms to have muscles. Therefore I'll be working towards it. Just some chest muscle with arm muscle will do. No six packs hahaha. Most importantly just SLIM DOWN!!!! I sounded as though my words will do the job eh? Hahaha. In life, if things I know it's within my reach, i will achieve it if i want to.
To any who doubt me. I will prove you wrong. Why am i so confident? Cause i like having big promises. It will motivate me to work towards it. I have my pride to protect alright.
School is starting. I love it, shall be looking forward to it. The days with stress is better then without it. No stress, no life. Without stress, i can't move forward, brain isn't functioning. My life used to be all about experiencing. I don't believe words. I only believed in myself. I was wrong, thoroughly wrong. I changed, i began to believe in others. Their experiences, their advise. I won't go the hard way and waste my life anymore.
Business class. Must have alot pretty ladies! This will boost my determination in aiming 3.8~4 for gpa. I don't know why, somehow looking at pretty ladies makes me feel good. Hello, I'm no pervert. Most teenage guys do okay! Sigh, it's June soon. Looking back, time passes real fast. I'm going to be 18 soon. Reflecting back, I'm only 18, yet i have so many regrets that I didn't do last time. Looks like I can only use line to make myself feel better. 看开一点咯。 Look forward, tomorrow will be better. =)
Life's good if you deem it's good. However sometimes, there is this invisible stress. It's when something really bothers you, and you are worrying for it. No matter how you think, you won't feel good for that moment. In everybody's life. There is 2 button. It's both no-push button. One is as such, the invisible stress that spoil your day. Another would be something stupid or something particularly that just pissed you off. Once somebody did that, It's gone case. It just pissed you off.
Okay I'm still lazy to upload the photos. I'm already thinking, why should i upload it. Hoho, Shall reconsider whether to upload it or not. I'm busy busy busy! Anyway today went out with some ex colleagues. Ate at rk house, then went over to play cards. Some bonding we have there. It's good to meet out once in awhile.
Okay, finished my post already. Cool eh, mood to blog is also back too. =D Goodnight all.
WiTh LoVe,
YaN
I have been working out for the past 4days. It's good workout. My mood to exercise is back. This is fucking good news to me. I want my arms to have muscles. Therefore I'll be working towards it. Just some chest muscle with arm muscle will do. No six packs hahaha. Most importantly just SLIM DOWN!!!! I sounded as though my words will do the job eh? Hahaha. In life, if things I know it's within my reach, i will achieve it if i want to.
To any who doubt me. I will prove you wrong. Why am i so confident? Cause i like having big promises. It will motivate me to work towards it. I have my pride to protect alright.
School is starting. I love it, shall be looking forward to it. The days with stress is better then without it. No stress, no life. Without stress, i can't move forward, brain isn't functioning. My life used to be all about experiencing. I don't believe words. I only believed in myself. I was wrong, thoroughly wrong. I changed, i began to believe in others. Their experiences, their advise. I won't go the hard way and waste my life anymore.
Business class. Must have alot pretty ladies! This will boost my determination in aiming 3.8~4 for gpa. I don't know why, somehow looking at pretty ladies makes me feel good. Hello, I'm no pervert. Most teenage guys do okay! Sigh, it's June soon. Looking back, time passes real fast. I'm going to be 18 soon. Reflecting back, I'm only 18, yet i have so many regrets that I didn't do last time. Looks like I can only use line to make myself feel better. 看开一点咯。 Look forward, tomorrow will be better. =)
Life's good if you deem it's good. However sometimes, there is this invisible stress. It's when something really bothers you, and you are worrying for it. No matter how you think, you won't feel good for that moment. In everybody's life. There is 2 button. It's both no-push button. One is as such, the invisible stress that spoil your day. Another would be something stupid or something particularly that just pissed you off. Once somebody did that, It's gone case. It just pissed you off.
Okay I'm still lazy to upload the photos. I'm already thinking, why should i upload it. Hoho, Shall reconsider whether to upload it or not. I'm busy busy busy! Anyway today went out with some ex colleagues. Ate at rk house, then went over to play cards. Some bonding we have there. It's good to meet out once in awhile.
Okay, finished my post already. Cool eh, mood to blog is also back too. =D Goodnight all.
WiTh LoVe,
YaN
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
HI, this is YaN updating.
HELLO GUYS, Sorry, i didn't update my blog for so long. I'm just plain lazy. Anyway, first of all, i have to blog regarding my oversea trip. Alright, i have quite alot to blog, so let's see whether do i have the mood to pen down all my stuffs.
Well, i departed from Singapore to Qatar-Doha on 24/3 2am. It was a 7 hours journey. My assigned sit basically sucks. Beside me was another person who is about the same size as me. So, it was very cramp. One slight move, could cause the other party to wake up from his slumber. Most of all this guy kept on going to the toilet to and fro, and my sit at the aisle, have to stand up and give way. Fuck that okay, irritating.
After i reach, it was 4am+ in Doha. The timezone differences was 5hours. Singapore is 5hours faster then Doha. Well i won't want to type out everything here, as it's real long. Settled in Doha on my sister's company apartment. Off to shopping in Doha.
I hereby declare, Doha is a place for people to work. It isn't a tourist attraction.
There is only 2 large shopping malls with nothing but branded goods.
Well, since there is nothing to do, My sister and my Mum went to shop. After 2 days, we headed to Dubai. It's a 1hour ride from Doha. It's nearer to Singapore then Doha is. Journey took roughly 1hour. Dubai is heaven! Doha is hell. -.- You got to believe me. Let me do some comparision.
In Doha, Women have to dress up fully if you are outside. You have to wear stockings if you are wearing skirts or hot pants. At night, no women come out to shop. it's all men. Man can't jog openly with shorts. You will get judged badly by the locals.
The food there sucks, worst of all, NO PORK! ISLAMIC LAWS! Dubai on the other hand, is a tourist attraction. Tourist are welcome to wear what they like, there is pork even though it's a Islamic country?
There is only about 20% locals in the country. I'm just giving a rough idea. Trust me, it's that amount. The rest are expats. The country are rich. Their locals get Sgd 8000 a month from the government. All you have to do, is become their citizen. Cool eh? Got oil means win already. Their oil can last them another 100years. Their locals wear turban on head and 'sarong' lol. It's white in colour. They have attitude problem too. They are so proud of theirselves. Take the immigration officer for example. They totally sucks. Especially the womens. They can seriously get banged by car x100, get raped by bangala x100.
I passed 4 customs, due to journey to dubai and back to Doha. 2 were neutral and 2 sucks. She can stare at you, give you those fuck face. Then give you your passport as though you owe her $100k. When the passport dropped without you evening touching it. They give you a totally-deserve-to-be-slapped face. I meant what i say. As though i dropped it. KANILAOBU, FUCK YOUR COUNTRY, FUCK YOUR WORLD. HOPE UR OIL FINISH YOUR COUNTRY BECOME THIRD WORLD COUNTRY.
Alright now the compliments. The building there are very unique. I have to admit, the design is really stunning. I will upload some pictures later on. I don't think i did took the building pictures, but it's some other interesting picture too.
Their cars are almost all white due to the sandstorm there. It gets dirty easily if you choose other colour for the cars.
Anyway, there is the tallest building in the world in dubai, and also the self proclaim only 7 star hotel in the world. I have pictures for both. Gosh, 7 star hotel really look amazing. There's even a helipad on top of the building. The restaurant is under the water. One night cost you $10k sgd.
Now to the shopping part, my family basically went on shopping spree. H&M, Zara, Mango, Etc. Their excuse? Nothing to do, shop lor. Okay, their money. I bought some too. hahaha. We went on the Desert safari tour, around dubai tour and lastly the cruise dinner. The Desert was astonishing. We went on the ride, it's called Dune Bashing. It's like car playing with the soft sand. The thrill is there. You won't feel scared on the outside, but when you how the car move, you will be afraid. Maybe the car will overturn. hahaha. Then it was bbq dinner. Food was okay, there were dancing too. Spectacular!
Trip around dubai was good too. Though it's 39C on the outside, We were spared of the temperature as we were on the car! We went out for some scenery though. It's the hottest period of my life. Even the Desert isn't so hot. Got alot of info through it. Tour guide was very friendly. The night cruise wasn't good at all. The food was average too. We waited till 9pm before our ship start. Why? Because were waited 1hour for a fucking bigshot local. Fuck their locals alright The night scenery isn't appealing. Didn't bother to take pictures though i took only a FEW.
The hotel suites in Dubai was good. Rimal Rotanna. The complimentary breakfast was godly. I ate till I'm 10/10 full for 3 straight days. That explains why i gotten more fat when i returned to singapore =/. Planed back to Doha to help my sister with her stuffs due to she's resigning from her company. That's what we were there for. To help carry her stuff to airport. It's like moving house okay. She had so many stuffs.
I think this post is short already. If i were to mention all, it will kill me. Too long. Oh wait, one last thing. Their bus stop are air-conditioned. WHAT THE HELL? rich until like that. Pictures will come in tomorrow. It's alot.
Now regarding my life in Singapore. I quite disappointed to hear some true comments about me even though i was in the wrong last time. I'm changing already. The fact that says, Everytime i talk to him, i also don't know use what mood to face him. This killed my days. Am i really such a bastard? I think so. My mouth never changed. Never at all. My god -.-.
One and only good news, I'm back to exercising hahahahaha. Registered for gym in Serangoon Community Centre. $15 for a month with Jilong. Excellent, I like the equipments there. This is officially my second phrase of slimming down. Good luck to myself.
Lastly, congratulations Jilong. Regarding what? Ask him and you shall know! Pictures will come in tomorrow, i promised.
With Love,
YaN
Well, i departed from Singapore to Qatar-Doha on 24/3 2am. It was a 7 hours journey. My assigned sit basically sucks. Beside me was another person who is about the same size as me. So, it was very cramp. One slight move, could cause the other party to wake up from his slumber. Most of all this guy kept on going to the toilet to and fro, and my sit at the aisle, have to stand up and give way. Fuck that okay, irritating.
After i reach, it was 4am+ in Doha. The timezone differences was 5hours. Singapore is 5hours faster then Doha. Well i won't want to type out everything here, as it's real long. Settled in Doha on my sister's company apartment. Off to shopping in Doha.
I hereby declare, Doha is a place for people to work. It isn't a tourist attraction.
There is only 2 large shopping malls with nothing but branded goods.
Well, since there is nothing to do, My sister and my Mum went to shop. After 2 days, we headed to Dubai. It's a 1hour ride from Doha. It's nearer to Singapore then Doha is. Journey took roughly 1hour. Dubai is heaven! Doha is hell. -.- You got to believe me. Let me do some comparision.
In Doha, Women have to dress up fully if you are outside. You have to wear stockings if you are wearing skirts or hot pants. At night, no women come out to shop. it's all men. Man can't jog openly with shorts. You will get judged badly by the locals.
The food there sucks, worst of all, NO PORK! ISLAMIC LAWS! Dubai on the other hand, is a tourist attraction. Tourist are welcome to wear what they like, there is pork even though it's a Islamic country?
There is only about 20% locals in the country. I'm just giving a rough idea. Trust me, it's that amount. The rest are expats. The country are rich. Their locals get Sgd 8000 a month from the government. All you have to do, is become their citizen. Cool eh? Got oil means win already. Their oil can last them another 100years. Their locals wear turban on head and 'sarong' lol. It's white in colour. They have attitude problem too. They are so proud of theirselves. Take the immigration officer for example. They totally sucks. Especially the womens. They can seriously get banged by car x100, get raped by bangala x100.
I passed 4 customs, due to journey to dubai and back to Doha. 2 were neutral and 2 sucks. She can stare at you, give you those fuck face. Then give you your passport as though you owe her $100k. When the passport dropped without you evening touching it. They give you a totally-deserve-to-be-slapped face. I meant what i say. As though i dropped it. KANILAOBU, FUCK YOUR COUNTRY, FUCK YOUR WORLD. HOPE UR OIL FINISH YOUR COUNTRY BECOME THIRD WORLD COUNTRY.
Alright now the compliments. The building there are very unique. I have to admit, the design is really stunning. I will upload some pictures later on. I don't think i did took the building pictures, but it's some other interesting picture too.
Their cars are almost all white due to the sandstorm there. It gets dirty easily if you choose other colour for the cars.
Anyway, there is the tallest building in the world in dubai, and also the self proclaim only 7 star hotel in the world. I have pictures for both. Gosh, 7 star hotel really look amazing. There's even a helipad on top of the building. The restaurant is under the water. One night cost you $10k sgd.
Now to the shopping part, my family basically went on shopping spree. H&M, Zara, Mango, Etc. Their excuse? Nothing to do, shop lor. Okay, their money. I bought some too. hahaha. We went on the Desert safari tour, around dubai tour and lastly the cruise dinner. The Desert was astonishing. We went on the ride, it's called Dune Bashing. It's like car playing with the soft sand. The thrill is there. You won't feel scared on the outside, but when you how the car move, you will be afraid. Maybe the car will overturn. hahaha. Then it was bbq dinner. Food was okay, there were dancing too. Spectacular!
Trip around dubai was good too. Though it's 39C on the outside, We were spared of the temperature as we were on the car! We went out for some scenery though. It's the hottest period of my life. Even the Desert isn't so hot. Got alot of info through it. Tour guide was very friendly. The night cruise wasn't good at all. The food was average too. We waited till 9pm before our ship start. Why? Because were waited 1hour for a fucking bigshot local. Fuck their locals alright The night scenery isn't appealing. Didn't bother to take pictures though i took only a FEW.
The hotel suites in Dubai was good. Rimal Rotanna. The complimentary breakfast was godly. I ate till I'm 10/10 full for 3 straight days. That explains why i gotten more fat when i returned to singapore =/. Planed back to Doha to help my sister with her stuffs due to she's resigning from her company. That's what we were there for. To help carry her stuff to airport. It's like moving house okay. She had so many stuffs.
I think this post is short already. If i were to mention all, it will kill me. Too long. Oh wait, one last thing. Their bus stop are air-conditioned. WHAT THE HELL? rich until like that. Pictures will come in tomorrow. It's alot.
Now regarding my life in Singapore. I quite disappointed to hear some true comments about me even though i was in the wrong last time. I'm changing already. The fact that says, Everytime i talk to him, i also don't know use what mood to face him. This killed my days. Am i really such a bastard? I think so. My mouth never changed. Never at all. My god -.-.
One and only good news, I'm back to exercising hahahahaha. Registered for gym in Serangoon Community Centre. $15 for a month with Jilong. Excellent, I like the equipments there. This is officially my second phrase of slimming down. Good luck to myself.
Lastly, congratulations Jilong. Regarding what? Ask him and you shall know! Pictures will come in tomorrow, i promised.
With Love,
YaN
Sunday, March 14, 2010
i'm finally updating.
Ahh, after so long, i'm back to blogging aren't i? Well, since i havn't been blogging, this shall be one post full of text! well, as usual, alot of things happen lately, and i'm trying hard to be optimistic, rather then being sad.
I haven't been jogging for past 1 month already. Due to i was having this "part-time" which require huge commitment in a way that, i can only sleep 4~5 hours daily. It's farming of game items, which is a event which lasted for only 25days. i was using this 25days to farm for sgd. I'm proud to say, if i sold all of it, i can earn 2~3k sgd. How good is that? However, it wasn't easy money. It's pure hard work with determination. I paid with precious time for it.
Well, my first phrase of slimming down was over, The second phrase shall start today. Hopefully, i can slim down another 10kg just like my previous phrase. Herballife is also helping me towards achieving my goal. There's this meal replacement product which have a flavour call 'cookies & cream'. I love it. It taste so good. Sadly, it's not available in Singapore. My auntie have to go to Hongkong to buy it and then sell it to my family.
Well, regarding friend's issue. The clique was gone. Compromising of trust also results in the breakdown of the clique. I don't want to comment on that as this post is open to all, and partly i was the victim, and also my view may be biased.
Let me talk about trips that i will be going. On 10/3 i was on a 1 day trip to Malaysia. To my father's place. It was a Function for my father's company. He is one of the shareholder for the Restaurant. No, he isn't rich. In fact, it's the opposite, His fish farm business is on the verge of closing down. Therefore he has to borrow money from my mom to invest on other stuff, like the Restaurant.
It has been 3 years, ever since i last went malaysia. My comments will be, Malaysia really isn't advancing. Only few place had undergo massive changes. However , i like the serenity of the enviroment. It's really not as technology advance as us. It's peaceful out there, With mother nature beside you! I have taken some pictures which i will upload at the end of this post.
The food there is good.It's been very long ever since i have a splurge on seafood! Everything there, 80% are seafood. I went on a spree. No i wasn't guilty at all, although i ate 4 full plates of food. i didn't choose any staple food, which is rice, beehoon, noodles, etc. i have to thank my father for taking the time to take us to and fro. It's 3.5 hours of journey total up. The time spend there was also 3.5hours.
Next, i will be going on another trip to UAE. My sister's workplace. As she is quitting her work, my family would like to take the chance to visit there as well as other countries. The air tickets are very cheap, that's the reason why i'm going for another trip! It will be on the 24th of March till 30th or 31th. I have never been to a country that is out of Asia. This will and shall be the first. I hope i will be able to live through it, as i will be without my communication tools, which will be quite devastating to me.
I will be sure to take photos back and hopefully it will be good memories! However, after this trip, sadly i have to give up my room for my sister due to she's coming back. This means, i have to be sleeping in the living room.-__- I hate sleeping in the living room. Without a room of my own, Arghh, feels like without a personal space.( Don't get me wrong, isn't what you guys are thinking.)
Lastly, the one last thing that i would like to mention here would be a reunion outing with friends that i have never met for 3 years. It's a group of them, and i felt good meeting and seeing how each and everyone is doing, though it's very awakward and i hardly talk to anyone. It's my old bootes friends. I have to thank maple for this, lol. It would never have happen, if i didn't play maplestory 5years ago. Although there is definitly more negative impact then positive ones when playing maple, this are the fews good happenings of playing maple!
Alright, i think it's enough till here, i will blog again soon, I promise, real soon. It's time i do some soul-searching on myself, i have some decisions that i have to make for myself too. Alright pictures below and byebye!
I haven't been jogging for past 1 month already. Due to i was having this "part-time" which require huge commitment in a way that, i can only sleep 4~5 hours daily. It's farming of game items, which is a event which lasted for only 25days. i was using this 25days to farm for sgd. I'm proud to say, if i sold all of it, i can earn 2~3k sgd. How good is that? However, it wasn't easy money. It's pure hard work with determination. I paid with precious time for it.
Well, my first phrase of slimming down was over, The second phrase shall start today. Hopefully, i can slim down another 10kg just like my previous phrase. Herballife is also helping me towards achieving my goal. There's this meal replacement product which have a flavour call 'cookies & cream'. I love it. It taste so good. Sadly, it's not available in Singapore. My auntie have to go to Hongkong to buy it and then sell it to my family.
Well, regarding friend's issue. The clique was gone. Compromising of trust also results in the breakdown of the clique. I don't want to comment on that as this post is open to all, and partly i was the victim, and also my view may be biased.
Let me talk about trips that i will be going. On 10/3 i was on a 1 day trip to Malaysia. To my father's place. It was a Function for my father's company. He is one of the shareholder for the Restaurant. No, he isn't rich. In fact, it's the opposite, His fish farm business is on the verge of closing down. Therefore he has to borrow money from my mom to invest on other stuff, like the Restaurant.
It has been 3 years, ever since i last went malaysia. My comments will be, Malaysia really isn't advancing. Only few place had undergo massive changes. However , i like the serenity of the enviroment. It's really not as technology advance as us. It's peaceful out there, With mother nature beside you! I have taken some pictures which i will upload at the end of this post.
The food there is good.It's been very long ever since i have a splurge on seafood! Everything there, 80% are seafood. I went on a spree. No i wasn't guilty at all, although i ate 4 full plates of food. i didn't choose any staple food, which is rice, beehoon, noodles, etc. i have to thank my father for taking the time to take us to and fro. It's 3.5 hours of journey total up. The time spend there was also 3.5hours.
Next, i will be going on another trip to UAE. My sister's workplace. As she is quitting her work, my family would like to take the chance to visit there as well as other countries. The air tickets are very cheap, that's the reason why i'm going for another trip! It will be on the 24th of March till 30th or 31th. I have never been to a country that is out of Asia. This will and shall be the first. I hope i will be able to live through it, as i will be without my communication tools, which will be quite devastating to me.
I will be sure to take photos back and hopefully it will be good memories! However, after this trip, sadly i have to give up my room for my sister due to she's coming back. This means, i have to be sleeping in the living room.-__- I hate sleeping in the living room. Without a room of my own, Arghh, feels like without a personal space.( Don't get me wrong, isn't what you guys are thinking.)
Lastly, the one last thing that i would like to mention here would be a reunion outing with friends that i have never met for 3 years. It's a group of them, and i felt good meeting and seeing how each and everyone is doing, though it's very awakward and i hardly talk to anyone. It's my old bootes friends. I have to thank maple for this, lol. It would never have happen, if i didn't play maplestory 5years ago. Although there is definitly more negative impact then positive ones when playing maple, this are the fews good happenings of playing maple!
Alright, i think it's enough till here, i will blog again soon, I promise, real soon. It's time i do some soul-searching on myself, i have some decisions that i have to make for myself too. Alright pictures below and byebye!
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Happy lunar new year!!!
A very happy lunar new year to all of you. Haha, i haven't been blogging did i? Well, this lunar new year was quite boring for me. The family wasn't as close as ever. I didn't even see a full family reunion this time round. However the good thing is, as usual, i ask my cousins about their life and found out alot of stuffs.
One main intersting topic would be my younger cousin gerry. He is really a mini giant. He is 100+ kilograms and very tall. Don't scold me a backstabber just yet. I'm about to compliment him. He told me alot of girls like him. I was startled initially. However, after further conversation and analysing, i believe him. He has this one good character which i have to admit, i don't have. He is very thick skin.
He is really the joker among any clique he go out with. with his funny actions, words, people who are beside him, would surely laugh. That's the reason why girls will like him. Looks are just the first impression. After knowing each other for long, I believe the character of a person is more of a criteria then looks. I got amazed by my cousin. I will learn from him and develop such characteristic!
This is a short post, don't have mood to blog nowadays. Anyway, i hope i don't sound desperate. I'm not in a rush to find a girlfriend. It's just I want to experiences true teenage love. My mindset is already very adulthood. I hope it's just not too late yet. Alright, shall blog again soon.
Takecare all.
YaN
One main intersting topic would be my younger cousin gerry. He is really a mini giant. He is 100+ kilograms and very tall. Don't scold me a backstabber just yet. I'm about to compliment him. He told me alot of girls like him. I was startled initially. However, after further conversation and analysing, i believe him. He has this one good character which i have to admit, i don't have. He is very thick skin.
He is really the joker among any clique he go out with. with his funny actions, words, people who are beside him, would surely laugh. That's the reason why girls will like him. Looks are just the first impression. After knowing each other for long, I believe the character of a person is more of a criteria then looks. I got amazed by my cousin. I will learn from him and develop such characteristic!
This is a short post, don't have mood to blog nowadays. Anyway, i hope i don't sound desperate. I'm not in a rush to find a girlfriend. It's just I want to experiences true teenage love. My mindset is already very adulthood. I hope it's just not too late yet. Alright, shall blog again soon.
Takecare all.
YaN
Sunday, February 7, 2010
Pictures!
For the first time, i'm going to post pictures in this blog! How wonderful! Well, i'm going to post my clique's photo! I must say, Pixon12's photo capablility is really awesome. Good quality! It's been awhile ever since i last blogged. I was lazy then, hahaha.
i was also quite busy with work. I had some surprise when i went out with the clique on saturday. Really, it was a surprise. Marcus will be going down this tuesday to appeal for Hnitec in Bishan ITE. I hope he can get it. It's good to have another partner in the school. =]
Recently, i have some family problems too. My oldest sister, she still can't get back up, It's been worst ever since she went Dubai to work. I understand that having depression isn't any kidding matter. However sometimes, the fact that she acts childishly really pissed people off. No matter what, She is always my sister. We as a family have to be united and stand for each other.
It's the first time i seen my father, weeping so pitifully in front of my family. I got completely stunned and disappointed. Stunned because my whole life, i didn't even seen him crying so pitifully, not even when my grandparents died. Disapointed because after my rebellious saga, came my sister's issue. My parents are always so worried for us. They have reached a age whereby they should have retired and enjoy life. Needless to say, they are definitely not enjoying their "retired" life.
Alright, Enough of talks. I shall leave my Philosophy talks to next post. i have some things that i haven't thought about, and i'll talk about it once i have think through. =) Let the pictures do the talking!
Ji Long
My fatty neck!
Marcus
Darren
Ivan
Alright, that's all for now. Goodnight peeps!
i was also quite busy with work. I had some surprise when i went out with the clique on saturday. Really, it was a surprise. Marcus will be going down this tuesday to appeal for Hnitec in Bishan ITE. I hope he can get it. It's good to have another partner in the school. =]
Recently, i have some family problems too. My oldest sister, she still can't get back up, It's been worst ever since she went Dubai to work. I understand that having depression isn't any kidding matter. However sometimes, the fact that she acts childishly really pissed people off. No matter what, She is always my sister. We as a family have to be united and stand for each other.
It's the first time i seen my father, weeping so pitifully in front of my family. I got completely stunned and disappointed. Stunned because my whole life, i didn't even seen him crying so pitifully, not even when my grandparents died. Disapointed because after my rebellious saga, came my sister's issue. My parents are always so worried for us. They have reached a age whereby they should have retired and enjoy life. Needless to say, they are definitely not enjoying their "retired" life.
Alright, Enough of talks. I shall leave my Philosophy talks to next post. i have some things that i haven't thought about, and i'll talk about it once i have think through. =) Let the pictures do the talking!
Ji Long
My fatty neck!
Marcus
Darren
Ivan
Alright, that's all for now. Goodnight peeps!
Monday, February 1, 2010
Chinese new year is near.
It seems that i didn't change enough yet. my character building was a complete fail. My mouth is still as sharp as drills. Nevertheless, It's a new month, i've set my new targets. One would surely be character building, another would be weight management. I know i did lost weights, and it's quite amazing on how much i have lost in just 1.5months. But i feel it's not enough.
i really hope when school starts, i will be around 80 or even 78. Perhaps some may say it's not healthy losing weight this way, i care too much on my appearance now. I really do not want to go back to my old life. Escaping from reality, Feeling inferior to others, etc. I'm no doubt, still shy towards girls that i don't know. I'm not afraid to say that. I still felt inferior, lack of confidence. I tried asking from advise from some of the girls i previously known. Hopefully the advise will help me overcome it.
Anyway i was blog/facebook hoping today. I saw so many of my oldmates enjoying their teenage life. I really felt jealous of them. The way i used to treat them, it's really what i deserve now. How am i going to change my life? Am i really in full control of my life? I think i am, though there is tons of factors that you can't control that will affect your life. However, i will try to make it as good as possible.
I have some viewpoints that i want to share it here. I don't know previously did i mention it here. I'm quite into philosophy now. I'll show 2 simple examples here. There is one batch of 'O' level students that successfully applied for cashiers in fairprice. It's good. However surprisely, their parents came to complain regarding their break time. They complained about fairprice ill-treating new staff, didn't give them any time to eat. This clearly shows something.
It not only shows how protective parents are now. It also shows how parents and children's viewpoint are completely different. Let me elaborate further why. After one day or two day of work in fairprice, the child got back home. His/Her parent asked regarding what did he/she had for lunch. The child answered nothing. Parents would surely ask more, did fairprice not give you any time to eat? Did they ill-treat my child?
Perhaps the child can give a simple excuse, which is, i didn't eat because i was too busy/no time to eat/ i don't know whether i can eat/.
A simple remark, yet the next day, the parents came down and complained. How stupid can the parent be? Don't they know by doing such actions, they will make the child lose face in front of all the colleagues. I know they want the best for their child, they care for them. However, such actions are purely stupid. It really would hurt the child's pride.
Guess what, One of the new cashier's excuse on not to eat was because she usually take 1hour to eat, therefore 30minutes(cashier eating time) wasn't enough for her, so she choose to skip.
How ridiculous can that be. From these cases, i analysis and came up with a conclusion. Parents and teenage's viewpoint are very different. Although in parent's viewpoints, they want the best for their child, but they didn't think in their child's shoe and do things without much thinking, resulting in hurting their pride. In a teenage's viewpoint, sometimes when they are questioned by their parent,they thought coming up with a stupid excuse will do. They think it will solve the questioning. They didn't think of the chain effect that they caused. Parents may start question about responsiblity, why was my child ill-treated? Whose responsible for it? I think if both group of people could stand in each other's shoes, and think what did they do those actions, and learn the ability of thinking each other's viewpoint, then it would be perfect.
Well, the above conclusion is based purely on the example. I'm sure this is the going trend in parent's way of guiding their children. I have already developed the kind of ablilty to think on my parent's point of view. i know my life with my family will be better then ever. have you develop yours? x)
Goodnight.
YaN
i really hope when school starts, i will be around 80 or even 78. Perhaps some may say it's not healthy losing weight this way, i care too much on my appearance now. I really do not want to go back to my old life. Escaping from reality, Feeling inferior to others, etc. I'm no doubt, still shy towards girls that i don't know. I'm not afraid to say that. I still felt inferior, lack of confidence. I tried asking from advise from some of the girls i previously known. Hopefully the advise will help me overcome it.
Anyway i was blog/facebook hoping today. I saw so many of my oldmates enjoying their teenage life. I really felt jealous of them. The way i used to treat them, it's really what i deserve now. How am i going to change my life? Am i really in full control of my life? I think i am, though there is tons of factors that you can't control that will affect your life. However, i will try to make it as good as possible.
I have some viewpoints that i want to share it here. I don't know previously did i mention it here. I'm quite into philosophy now. I'll show 2 simple examples here. There is one batch of 'O' level students that successfully applied for cashiers in fairprice. It's good. However surprisely, their parents came to complain regarding their break time. They complained about fairprice ill-treating new staff, didn't give them any time to eat. This clearly shows something.
It not only shows how protective parents are now. It also shows how parents and children's viewpoint are completely different. Let me elaborate further why. After one day or two day of work in fairprice, the child got back home. His/Her parent asked regarding what did he/she had for lunch. The child answered nothing. Parents would surely ask more, did fairprice not give you any time to eat? Did they ill-treat my child?
Perhaps the child can give a simple excuse, which is, i didn't eat because i was too busy/no time to eat/ i don't know whether i can eat/.
A simple remark, yet the next day, the parents came down and complained. How stupid can the parent be? Don't they know by doing such actions, they will make the child lose face in front of all the colleagues. I know they want the best for their child, they care for them. However, such actions are purely stupid. It really would hurt the child's pride.
Guess what, One of the new cashier's excuse on not to eat was because she usually take 1hour to eat, therefore 30minutes(cashier eating time) wasn't enough for her, so she choose to skip.
How ridiculous can that be. From these cases, i analysis and came up with a conclusion. Parents and teenage's viewpoint are very different. Although in parent's viewpoints, they want the best for their child, but they didn't think in their child's shoe and do things without much thinking, resulting in hurting their pride. In a teenage's viewpoint, sometimes when they are questioned by their parent,they thought coming up with a stupid excuse will do. They think it will solve the questioning. They didn't think of the chain effect that they caused. Parents may start question about responsiblity, why was my child ill-treated? Whose responsible for it? I think if both group of people could stand in each other's shoes, and think what did they do those actions, and learn the ability of thinking each other's viewpoint, then it would be perfect.
Well, the above conclusion is based purely on the example. I'm sure this is the going trend in parent's way of guiding their children. I have already developed the kind of ablilty to think on my parent's point of view. i know my life with my family will be better then ever. have you develop yours? x)
Goodnight.
YaN
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