Surprised

It's the fouth day of jogging already.
I can't believe that i, YaN will do so much for it.
You are so far away from me, yet i fall in love for you.
Besides, it's all one sided feeling.
The chancess of together is like 0.001%.

It's the first time after 3years, that i'm back to exercising
and pushing myself for it, automatically going for jogging everyday.
It's also the first time, i'm doing it for a girl.
regardless of what, the chances are real slim, it doesn't matter.
I have to slim down.

I want a change in my lifestyle.
I'm very, seriously very stunned that i am doing something
for a girl.
Getting me to exercise is like mission impossible.
I used to tell my clique of friends,
If ever i slim down, it will be for the sake of women.

I thought i was just saying it, to escape reality of slimming down.
Right now, i'm doing it, i'm really doing it!
I have to keep it up!
I want to look good, have more opposite gender of cliques.

Whatever it is, i have made my confession,
I love you.
Good bye..