Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Hahah, I'm updating already!

yO peoples!

Alright, I'm in a better and proper mood today to blog about stuffs! Wasn't feeling so good for the past few days until today! Reason will be as follows. One, I have successfully sold my game's pixel stuff. 6 pixel items for $1,360. How cool is that? To top it up, I'm the one selling the cheapest already!

Selling of this scrolls, clearly meant I'm quitting games that require commitment for good. It will not be in my mind till I'm having a break, or when I feel it's the right time for games that require commitment again! I'm really happy that I chose this decision! Not only do I get to spend the money, I also get to be free from game!

Path is straight, Aims have been made, Time to prove it! I'm doing fine in ITE. Teachers are kind, fun and loving mates in schools! It's how to view it =D. I have regain my confidence and I will proveI'm not small matter. I will make a difference in the class, in the school, in the family! I will be a impact!!!! Nope, I'm not arrogant, I believe this is the right spirit to get started on and I'm going to achieve it!

There is only One Life, Live it to the fullest! =) I got a dinner with my new group of friends today. We can have fun together can communicate well. I find myself to be more comfortable with matured people. We can talk alot and I really enjoyed it. It's not that I'm that mature okay! I enjoyed talking to people my age too. Different age, different topic! However, I'm more interested in philosophy, so I'll be comfortable with matured people because they have a lot of experiences to share with me!

There is this one incident which happen today. It was my one of my lecturer in ITE. Initially, it was just some casual question for the teacher. However, I went one step further and ask her more questions. She actually have the qualifications to be a lecturer in poly. She have a master degree. Her portfoilo is definitely very nice.

To my surprise, she chose to be a teacher in ITE. She has hopes for student. She wants to be of use to the society in Singapore. She believe she can make some difference in the education system in Singapore. I really was quite touched by this particular teacher. The way she gave her lectures... It was one of the most friendliest class. She is very approachable!

Such examples, always gave me motivation to do well and be of use to society one fine day. In the past, it did too. However, It was only for a moment. After that, I completely forgotton about it and go back to my same old self. In the present, it shall not be the same!

Thank you Miss Hildas. 2weeks and 2 days, you have gotten my respect. The ways you lecture lessons, the ways you communicate with us, it is one of a kind. I appreciate it. =)

Alright, I'll end my post here already. I have homeworks that I haven't completed. Have a good sleep everyone.

With Love,
YaN

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Time flyyyyyyyyys

Yo, what's up! YaN is here to blog about his life! In blink of an eye, 2 weeks of school have passed. I'm in Bishan ITE. Do not look down on ITE. Though there is really a handful of students who are really a disgrace to the society, ITE produces good student too!

I have set my aims after i graduate from ITE already. I'm aiming for 3.8~4gpa. Business course in poly. I know it's achieveable. I will really work hard for it.
Getting to know new friends, participating in project works, presenting in front of the class. Having confidence, all this was what i didn't have back then in secondary school.

Thinking back, I have really wasted my secondary school life. There's so much fun in it. I missed out so much!!!! My ex classmate were excellent mates too. It's just a pity I wasn't mature at that point of time! This will always be one of my regrets in my life.

ITE Bishan is really hot! The canteen is not that fantastic too. There is 3 malays stall, 1 indian, and 1 chinese stall. I'm not trying to be racist here, but what the f**k? Never in my life have i seen malay stalls being so populated. I simply can't accept the fact that there is more malays than chinese in the school. Sorry, I really not being racist.

I'm trying hard, but not too hard to change my attitude now! Hope I will achieve a suan-free mouth by end of year =D. I don't know what to blog now. My school is good, having some issues with family, however will solve it as soon as possible to avoid further quarrels! =D


Alright just a short post for the past weeks. Have fun all =D

Thursday, April 8, 2010

My grammer sucks. I just read through it and finally did some editing.

Gosh i didn't know my grammer suck till like that. Okay anyway, since i have to blog now. Lets blog!

I have been working out for the past 4days. It's good workout. My mood to exercise is back. This is fucking good news to me. I want my arms to have muscles. Therefore I'll be working towards it. Just some chest muscle with arm muscle will do. No six packs hahaha. Most importantly just SLIM DOWN!!!! I sounded as though my words will do the job eh? Hahaha. In life, if things I know it's within my reach, i will achieve it if i want to.

To any who doubt me. I will prove you wrong. Why am i so confident? Cause i like having big promises. It will motivate me to work towards it. I have my pride to protect alright.

School is starting. I love it, shall be looking forward to it. The days with stress is better then without it. No stress, no life. Without stress, i can't move forward, brain isn't functioning. My life used to be all about experiencing. I don't believe words. I only believed in myself. I was wrong, thoroughly wrong. I changed, i began to believe in others. Their experiences, their advise. I won't go the hard way and waste my life anymore.

Business class. Must have alot pretty ladies! This will boost my determination in aiming 3.8~4 for gpa. I don't know why, somehow looking at pretty ladies makes me feel good. Hello, I'm no pervert. Most teenage guys do okay! Sigh, it's June soon. Looking back, time passes real fast. I'm going to be 18 soon. Reflecting back, I'm only 18, yet i have so many regrets that I didn't do last time. Looks like I can only use line to make myself feel better. 看开一点咯。 Look forward, tomorrow will be better. =)

Life's good if you deem it's good. However sometimes, there is this invisible stress. It's when something really bothers you, and you are worrying for it. No matter how you think, you won't feel good for that moment. In everybody's life. There is 2 button. It's both no-push button. One is as such, the invisible stress that spoil your day. Another would be something stupid or something particularly that just pissed you off. Once somebody did that, It's gone case. It just pissed you off.

Okay I'm still lazy to upload the photos. I'm already thinking, why should i upload it. Hoho, Shall reconsider whether to upload it or not. I'm busy busy busy! Anyway today went out with some ex colleagues. Ate at rk house, then went over to play cards. Some bonding we have there. It's good to meet out once in awhile.

Okay, finished my post already. Cool eh, mood to blog is also back too. =D Goodnight all.

WiTh LoVe,
YaN

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

HI, this is YaN updating.

HELLO GUYS, Sorry, i didn't update my blog for so long. I'm just plain lazy. Anyway, first of all, i have to blog regarding my oversea trip. Alright, i have quite alot to blog, so let's see whether do i have the mood to pen down all my stuffs.

Well, i departed from Singapore to Qatar-Doha on 24/3 2am. It was a 7 hours journey. My assigned sit basically sucks. Beside me was another person who is about the same size as me. So, it was very cramp. One slight move, could cause the other party to wake up from his slumber. Most of all this guy kept on going to the toilet to and fro, and my sit at the aisle, have to stand up and give way. Fuck that okay, irritating.

After i reach, it was 4am+ in Doha. The timezone differences was 5hours. Singapore is 5hours faster then Doha. Well i won't want to type out everything here, as it's real long. Settled in Doha on my sister's company apartment. Off to shopping in Doha.
I hereby declare, Doha is a place for people to work. It isn't a tourist attraction.
There is only 2 large shopping malls with nothing but branded goods.

Well, since there is nothing to do, My sister and my Mum went to shop. After 2 days, we headed to Dubai. It's a 1hour ride from Doha. It's nearer to Singapore then Doha is. Journey took roughly 1hour. Dubai is heaven! Doha is hell. -.- You got to believe me. Let me do some comparision.

In Doha, Women have to dress up fully if you are outside. You have to wear stockings if you are wearing skirts or hot pants. At night, no women come out to shop. it's all men. Man can't jog openly with shorts. You will get judged badly by the locals.
The food there sucks, worst of all, NO PORK! ISLAMIC LAWS! Dubai on the other hand, is a tourist attraction. Tourist are welcome to wear what they like, there is pork even though it's a Islamic country?

There is only about 20% locals in the country. I'm just giving a rough idea. Trust me, it's that amount. The rest are expats. The country are rich. Their locals get Sgd 8000 a month from the government. All you have to do, is become their citizen. Cool eh? Got oil means win already. Their oil can last them another 100years. Their locals wear turban on head and 'sarong' lol. It's white in colour. They have attitude problem too. They are so proud of theirselves. Take the immigration officer for example. They totally sucks. Especially the womens. They can seriously get banged by car x100, get raped by bangala x100.

I passed 4 customs, due to journey to dubai and back to Doha. 2 were neutral and 2 sucks. She can stare at you, give you those fuck face. Then give you your passport as though you owe her $100k. When the passport dropped without you evening touching it. They give you a totally-deserve-to-be-slapped face. I meant what i say. As though i dropped it. KANILAOBU, FUCK YOUR COUNTRY, FUCK YOUR WORLD. HOPE UR OIL FINISH YOUR COUNTRY BECOME THIRD WORLD COUNTRY.

Alright now the compliments. The building there are very unique. I have to admit, the design is really stunning. I will upload some pictures later on. I don't think i did took the building pictures, but it's some other interesting picture too.
Their cars are almost all white due to the sandstorm there. It gets dirty easily if you choose other colour for the cars.

Anyway, there is the tallest building in the world in dubai, and also the self proclaim only 7 star hotel in the world. I have pictures for both. Gosh, 7 star hotel really look amazing. There's even a helipad on top of the building. The restaurant is under the water. One night cost you $10k sgd.

Now to the shopping part, my family basically went on shopping spree. H&M, Zara, Mango, Etc. Their excuse? Nothing to do, shop lor. Okay, their money. I bought some too. hahaha. We went on the Desert safari tour, around dubai tour and lastly the cruise dinner. The Desert was astonishing. We went on the ride, it's called Dune Bashing. It's like car playing with the soft sand. The thrill is there. You won't feel scared on the outside, but when you how the car move, you will be afraid. Maybe the car will overturn. hahaha. Then it was bbq dinner. Food was okay, there were dancing too. Spectacular!

Trip around dubai was good too. Though it's 39C on the outside, We were spared of the temperature as we were on the car! We went out for some scenery though. It's the hottest period of my life. Even the Desert isn't so hot. Got alot of info through it. Tour guide was very friendly. The night cruise wasn't good at all. The food was average too. We waited till 9pm before our ship start. Why? Because were waited 1hour for a fucking bigshot local. Fuck their locals alright The night scenery isn't appealing. Didn't bother to take pictures though i took only a FEW.

The hotel suites in Dubai was good. Rimal Rotanna. The complimentary breakfast was godly. I ate till I'm 10/10 full for 3 straight days. That explains why i gotten more fat when i returned to singapore =/. Planed back to Doha to help my sister with her stuffs due to she's resigning from her company. That's what we were there for. To help carry her stuff to airport. It's like moving house okay. She had so many stuffs.

I think this post is short already. If i were to mention all, it will kill me. Too long. Oh wait, one last thing. Their bus stop are air-conditioned. WHAT THE HELL? rich until like that. Pictures will come in tomorrow. It's alot.

Now regarding my life in Singapore. I quite disappointed to hear some true comments about me even though i was in the wrong last time. I'm changing already. The fact that says, Everytime i talk to him, i also don't know use what mood to face him. This killed my days. Am i really such a bastard? I think so. My mouth never changed. Never at all. My god -.-.

One and only good news, I'm back to exercising hahahahaha. Registered for gym in Serangoon Community Centre. $15 for a month with Jilong. Excellent, I like the equipments there. This is officially my second phrase of slimming down. Good luck to myself.

Lastly, congratulations Jilong. Regarding what? Ask him and you shall know! Pictures will come in tomorrow, i promised.

With Love,
YaN